(part I)
I looked into your Eyes
and Saw my Fascination.
I Saw what I Needed to see.
I Saw my own Creation.
I gave you All I had.
I gave you what Wasn’t mine to Give.
Now the Real you has come alive.
Now there’s No Way I can Live.
Why did you Hurt me why do you Hate me?
I loved you as my Friend.
But you Betrayed me and Lied to me.
Now I’ve got Scars beneath my Skin.
I thought we were Family.
I thought you were my Kin.
Was it All just a Sham?
To Kill me from Within.
Do you Really know love?
When, it Seems, you bask in Hates glory.
Is there Darkness that surrounds you?
Does it Tell a different Story?
Were your Words just a Pretense?
Were they because of the Original Sin?
I feel Broken and Alone.
Now, I have scars Beneath my skin.
I Thought you gave us a Connection.
You said you Loved me as your Own.
The way you made me Feel and Smile.
I Really should have Known.
I Saw all the Warning signs.
Still I put on my Rose colored glasses.
I wanted So Much for you to Love me.
Now my Heart has Burned to ashes.
You gave just a Little too much.
So you could Take it Away in the end.
Not Sure what I am Supposed to do now.
With these Scars beneath My skin.
I Believed you, I looked Up to you.
I thought you were the One.
I thought I was Growing and Maturing.
You Said I was your Son.
You said to Ask for it on Callused knees,
and Forever it will be Mine.
I Begged you and Pleaded.
But I Never saw a Sign.
I was Thirsty I was Hungry,
I heard the Growling from within.
I had Nothing it was all Gone.
Only these scars Beneath my Skin.
It’s Over it’s the End.
There’s no Miracle for Me.
Everything’s failing and stopping,
I can Barely even See.
Well you’ve Won, I am Done,
now I’m dying from Cancer.
My Spirit lay shattered in a Million pieces.
Please, won’t you even answer?
I am Frightened I am Afraid,
my Light is growing Dim.
I will Vanish and be Forgotten,
with Nothing…
but these Scars Beneath my Skin.
Please…. just ANSWER me.
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